I Will Be My Own Hell Because There Is a Devil Inside My Body

by Teen Suicide

I Will Be My Own Hell Because There Is a Devil Inside My Body cover art

Arguably the project's most iconic early work, this album cemented Teen Suicide's cult status in the online music underground. It masterfully blends the vulnerability of Midwest emo with dissonant noise-pop and a deeply personal, lo-fi bedroom aesthetic. The record's raw honesty and exploration of themes like self-hatred, death, and depression resonated strongly, defining the sound for a generation of DIY artists.

Genres

  • Slacker Rock
  • Midwest Emo
  • Noise Pop

Tracklist

  1. 'anne'
  2. give me back to the sky
  3. have you been eating that sandwich again?
  4. the way we were with people
  5. cop graveyard
  6. dan collins vs. the maryland judicial system
  7. dead bird skeleton
  8. grim reaper
  9. the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams
  10. swallow
  11. dead cat
  12. spooky ghost
  13. no, the moon
  14. i am my own hell
  15. afterlife dating
  16. if i cleaned everything
  17. untitled-oct19
  18. yr glow (acoustic demo)