Closure

Lyrics for Closure

I'm sick of feeling stuck in my head We were interwoven, you tore out our thread Your phantom is burned into my eyelids And is imbued with blood I've bled I know that I was never what you wanted of me And when you left you took out the key That unlocked my self doubt and insecurity And what hurts most is that everything I held close Slipped through the cracks in my fingers You broke my heart to its fucking core But I did the same to you the year before And I don't hate you for what you did to me I guess we were just never meant to be I need to start thinking of you in the past tense But life with you was the only thing that I had that made sense And in the end I thought you still loved me Closed my eyes to cracks beneath The reflections of myself don't show who I wanted to be And at the end of all of this I have to admit A part of me is still in love with you There is a fragment of me That I lost in you And its tearing me apart