Living With It

Lyrics for Living With It

I remember where we were when you said it And I'll never forget it I remember everything about our hotel rooms With the double-locked doors in between And how I couldn't breathe when you left Filled with a mixture of thrill and regret and guilt and desire The way you talked to me was wild and true That half-smile and that glow in you Your faded blue wagon, your steely-eyed stare Your signature salt and pepper hair You said, "Is this the house?" I said, "Yeah, that's me right there" But I didn't get out Maybe I'm just better at living with it than you are But I'm the one crying in my car Telling you to go when I want you to stay Maybe I'm getting in my own way Or maybe I'm too afraid to throw it all away I remember where we were when you said it And I'll never forget it I remember everything about our whispered Calls when everyone else was asleep Disarmingly honest with those weathered features You said, "You know I love you, right?" And you reached for your t-shirt I still have your number and I'll never delete it Do you still have mine? Maybe I'm just better at living with it than you are But I'm the one crying in my car Telling you to go when I want you to stay Maybe I'm getting in my own way Or maybe I'm too afraid Maybe I'm just better at living with it than you are But I'm the one crying in my car Telling you to go when I want you to stay Maybe I'm getting in my own way Or maybe I'm too afraid to throw it all away