Fine Paste

Lyrics for Fine Paste

Time and time again I think about The slow sedimentation of my heart But it is not too bad Cuz precious veins hide inside You just have to dig deep to pierce the mud And the hate I have for me's as big as the love "I'm a silly piece of trash" says he oh so proud And I think my balance sheet isn't too crimson All you're gonna need is a sieve now Alright: peel and hull my face Grind me to a fine paste, a fine paste You know, there's some good in me Jar it as a fine paste yeah Just bash my brains out til it's fine paste yeah Get rid of the fat till I'm fine paste And you'll know, it makes more than enough (It actually makes a little bit too much) Time and time again I think about The amount of food that has kept me alive How do I honour that? Cuz time is not on my side As the room for growth gets more cramped inside And the checkup of my faults fells like a rerun Those remedies I willingly chose to ignore Yet I cannot seem to grow Yet I cannot seem to learn And I wish I could show you more than that Alright: peel and hull my face Grind me to a fine paste, a fine paste You know, there's too much of me Freeze it as a fine paste yeah Just bash my brains out till it's fine paste yeah Deep in your cupboard, just a fine paste And you'll know, it's more than enough It's more than enough It's more than enough I hope that's enough Sometimes when I'm lonely I can take a journey to the back of my mind And out there, they tell stories In which I'm not necessarily a waste of time But oh, How can I show the world the person I'm not? A version of myself skimmed from all my flaws? Cuz if I choose you, I don't want to be a bore Especially when life's so long, so short Peel and hull my face Grind me to a fine paste, a fine paste There is so much waste in me Keep the best as a fine paste yeah Just bash my brains out till it's fine paste yeah Boil my soul down for hours, fine paste yeah Forget me in your fridge A fine paste and I'll hope It's enough Not too much Just enough Just enough I'm not too bad sometimes :)