Holding On

Lyrics for Holding On

Holding on to who I was before Before I lost you I'm holding on to who I was before Before I lost you Scared of being honest with myself Tired of always blaming someone else And I've been smoking like I don't care 'bout my health 'Cause either way, life ain't fair, so fuck it, might as well Lately, I've been looking back instead of forward Getting lost inside a photo, we were laughing in the Rover Now I can't help but look around to find a reason Overdose on dopamine, waiting for a double meaning Yeah, lately, I've been holding on to who I was before Before I lost you I'm holding on to who I was before Before I lost you La nuit dernière j'ai rêvé d'elle On était à la plage le coucher de soleil I left my heart in a place that I can't go back to I dyed my hair rose pink to feel like I have you I don't wanna know what it means to let go, but I do Yeah, I left my heart in a place that I can't go back to Lately, I've been catching Z's and counting zeros Hard to be at the mirror, try my best to see it clear, but I can't help but getting lost in memories I'm overdosing on reveries I feel closer when I'm dreaming Lately, I've been holding on to who I was before Before I lost you I'm holding on to who I was before Before I lost you I try, but not enough, can't keep my guard up Unravel, spiral, I come undone But if I close my eyes I'm holding on to you, you, you Holding on to who I was before (holding on, I'm holding on to who I was) Before I lost you (holding on, I'm holding on to you) I'm holding on to who I was before (I'm holding on to who I was) Before I lost you (holding on, I'm holding on to you) Oh (holding on, I'm holding on to who I was) Oh (holding on, I'm holding on to you) Oh-oh