DISGUSTED

by Mimi Barks

From the album: THIS IS DOOM TRAP

Duration: 5:08

THIS IS DOOM TRAP cover art

Lyrics for DISGUSTED

Every time you say I love you, I can see resentment in your eyes Our souls intertwined Your past nothing like mine Energy flows and resides Smother your heart like it's mine I self-sabotage This is how I'm designed I hate, I love myself A toxic love like mine So come absorb my bad habits Don't waste more time I know that it's sad But it's all just a lie Can't wake up what's dead eh You're tripping on heights I feast off your sweetness Leave nothing behind Inside's like a carcass You're wasting your time I'm covered in cobwebs and drowning in lies When you hurt, I hurt I get off when you cry My brain's so twisted Yours is in constant denial Use me, kill me like a homicide If it ain't love leave it undefined Can't feel the now, I left myself behind When I elaborate, you override Back off now Everything we are makes me so disgusted I lied coz I don't really know what actual love feels like We pretend it's alright, give up all that we stand for Gave blood for All those words we said, I can't overwrite it It's too late to make it work somehow All the things we sacrifice And I know that I'm right Cause I'm singeing my soulmate Reach for your hand in the dark Necrophilia, you're fucking with my heart Dry ice in my veins but you want me regardless Better stay away coz I don't want to harm us I stagnate where you fight Turn to stone when you cry Let go coz I surrendered miles back Where I left you behind Call me a thousand names But it's never mine It's too late to work it out To rewind Now I can't touch your body like you want me to You can use my body but it won't comfort you Cuts right through me when you say I ain't good for you Why don't you find someone new Someone who treats you like you deserve it You know that we're fucked but you swerve it The feeling's dead but you preserve it It's over, I don't know how to word it Back off now Everything we are makes me so disgusted I lied coz I don't really know what actual love feels like We pretend it's alright, give up all that we stand for Gave blood for All those words we said, I can't overwrite it It's too late to make it work somehow All the things we sacrifice And I know that I'm right Coz I'm singeing my soulmate

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