Open

Lyrics for Open

Told myself somehow it will pass A silencer subdues any blast No intel will ever come out Extracting my way out of this impasse Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Struggle to eat so I lie it's a fast Blow up a bridge when I tend to Blow up a bridge when I tend to speak out Turn every trench around me into ash Left with no trail but I'd make an impact I camo the scars of the past on my back I hope all my family trauma won't last I don't know about that Hope I can finally finish my I knew this would never an easy task Weight of the name won't remain intact I be drowning in shame so I'm wearing a mask I reach out for ways to cover my tracks I'd stay in my lane fearing causing a crash Can the codename change prevent attacks? (Yeara) Who will take the blame when I make it out I stay I stay I stay I stay I stay I stay I stay I stay Asking myself, who I really am Tear apart my vest Burn-in process I can't deal with the stress Demilitarise It's a form of self protest Internal unrest Uncensored myself Things are unaddressed Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Suppressing the pain won't mean it will pass Open like a church A target like a church Guilt has to be purged Armistice that we deserve A hand that I unclench A ghost that can be touched When I stop to resist When I take out my clip When I let my guard down Laid my guns to the ground When I voice all my fears When I don't hold my tears When I couldn't find words When I came out to her When I accepted myself I accepted myself I accepted to be held Got rid of self-contempt When I missed all these calls Then I called out my flaws When I open myself When I open himself Open just feels right Open just feels right Open just feels right Open just feels right Being open just feels nice