EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WANTED

Lyrics for EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WANTED

If this is everything I've ever wanted Why does it feel like something's missing? God, I question, is this actually real? I've never been able to see myself as somebody more Somebody like the other bodies on my screen I adore And if I got a little love from you, was it just my luck? Or do you actually believe I'm someone you could look up to? 'Cause I never really saw it in me, I don't believe That you could see it in me either, I think I'm a copy And see, I'm terrified that I don't really know myself well I get too influenced and in over my head, I can't tell What's really me or really you, the lines are always a blur I feel this pity deep inside me, I'm self conscious, it hurts So I keep living out my dreams of meeting people I love But I can't tell if they think I'm somebody worthy of trust I always dreamed about these moments, now they're actually real But somehow I'm stuck in my head and I don't know how to feel I thought that maybe if I signed a piece of paper, my life Would be the way that I imagined, everything would be right And now, the paper's right in front of me, the pen in my hand But, God, I'm terrified of it and I just don't understand How my passion for the thing that raised me up as a child Turned into my greatest fear and how I don't even smile When something good comes crashing into me, it's like I can't breathe 'Cause all I think about is when that good thing finally leaves If this is everything I've ever wanted Everything-thing I've ever wanted Everything I've ever wanted Why does it feel? If this is everything I've ever wanted Everything-thing I've ever wanted Everything I've ever wanted Why does it feel? If this is everything I've ever wanted Everything-thing I've ever wanted Everything I've ever wanted Why does it feel? If this is everything I've ever wanted Everything-thing I've ever wanted Everything I've ever wanted Why does it feel? If this is everything I've ever wanted Why does it feel like something's missing? God, I question, is this actually real? I've never been able to see myself as somebody more Somebody like the other bodies on my screen I adore-dore-dore