A Natural

Lyrics for A Natural

Today is not a good day for me For today, I found out I was mad As I have discovered this in the last 45 minutes My madness is still new Fresh in my mind as to say So I can understand it more It has come to my attention that over the past year and a half I have acquired a condition known as acute paranoid schizophrenia In relation to everyone and everything I did It gradually worsened Through the year to this point of realization That I have a twin mind And in the intervening time I consume with a passion various things To keep the main side happy And as the main side grew hungrier quicker And if it wasn't fed each time It began to eat the other Distrust of everything, it ran in the family At least on my mother's side There was too much trust in the other I am its eldest offspring And I too have distrust too much That's why I don't want children Each person has their own tragedy Mine as I found out was this fear of my old lady Turning into the very same old lady That I despised when I grew up But you fall in love And is it possible to fall in love with every woman you meet? You just stand there with your mouths open Thinking, wishing I never existed But this is my time And the girl I've just met should be here 'Cause here was a woman Who held me and did not copy my every move She just let it happen Never asked, but I answered I myself, I'm heaven and hell Today is not a day for me Today is not for me Today is not a day for me Today is not for me Today is not a day for me Today is not for me It's not for me