hangar

Lyrics for hangar

Come pick me up, I'll pay for gas There's nowhere that I want to be And you'll drive fast, and I won't ask to pick the music or the street And we can talk about whatever, and pretend that we won't tell Even pretending to ourselves You think it's easy where it's darker And I like to feel my heart Speed up with my eyes shut And feel we're doing something we should not So for a time I spend my life just trying to find out when to stop Just trying to guess when we'll get caught This place is suffocating I'll still be here in five years Like I promise I won't, through the wind, in your ears But nothing feels as urgent And these nights are still important And there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet Every time I feel alive, it will feel just like this I'll get the things you did, forget the boy I kissed By the hangar, and you'll both be strangers to me Tonight it matters how I'm not a person who you want to see 'Cause I like to talk about the hospital and go when I don't need it Just to show the world I feel it, I only ever did it once And it was selfish, it was dumb But I can't bring myself to Hate me for wanting a break I'll still be here in five years Where I made every mistake 16 turned to disappear For one week, and a half You know it's all an act 'Cause there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet This place is suffocating I'll still be here in five years Like I promise I won't, through the wind, in your ears But nothing feels as urgent And these nights are still important And there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet