Pool (feat. Elmiene)

Lyrics for Pool (feat. Elmiene)

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust (Yeah) Would the weight of my love give me some of your Touch? (It's all we got is our word, right?) If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust (Yeah) Would you love me? (Would you still love me?) 'Cause that's all I can give Woke up, not sure if I slept, I ain't feelin' well Mind racin', I'm sippin' on a ZzzQuil Manager crackin' down the whip 'cause we need sales Every day is like climbin' mountains, feelin' like it's hell TC, I ain't right and my girl could tell Should I see somebody and receive help? Started feelin' out of body and I'm lookin' frail Went vegan, tryna get in clothes that they didn't sell Tornado, my whole life is spiralin' Started smokin' to be social with anxiety Mad Men tour was the name of the irony Went hard, tryna transcend to the higher me Had it all, but it wasn't satisfyin' me Always felt I could go harder is what I believe Hope women numb the pain that will always surface Tired of runnin', so I had to stop to find purpose If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust Would the weight of my love give me some of your touch? If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust (Yeah) Would you love me? ('Cause that's all I can give) Took a whole lifetime to write some shit like this But I figure I'll just give it to y'all At ten, I was drowned in touch when I was in the pool All the breath left my body where I couldn't move Violated, hand on my private by a bigger dude Seconds felt like forever, really wasn't cool When he see me 'round the block, he'd smile and laugh As if we had a little secret and I hated that Thinkin' 'bout what he did really made me mad Even thought about murder, wanted to kill his ass Told nobody except my cousin One time, he made a joke, but he ain't know nothin' I asked God, "Why me? Let me know somethin'" I like girls, fuck, he thought that nigga on somethin'? As a kid, all this guilt laid up inside of me Couple niggas called us gay 'cause we was designin' things I was triggered and that shit really bothered me Toxic masculinity was buildin' up inside of me So I had to have women in variety This the chip that took me out of poverty I was runnin' from the people and the pain (Pain) Tryna bury guilt with the fame (Fame) Everybody here when it's sunny (When it's sunny) Tell me, who gon' love me through the rain? (Who gon' love me?) When it's game, who shall remain? I just hope you never change If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust Would the weight of my love give me some of your touch? If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust Would you love me? 'Cause that's all I can give When you give up all your love to me Then I'm gonna make you see That you're worthy (That you're worthy) That you're worthy (That you're worthy) When you give up all your love to me (Oh) Then I'm gonna make you see (Yeah, yeah) That you're worthy That you're worthy (Oh, that's all I can give) When you give up all your love to me Then I'm gonna make you see (I'm gonna make you see) That you're worthy That you're worthy (You're, you're, you're) When you give up all your love to me Then I'm gonna make you see (I'm gonna make you see) That you're worthy (You're worthy) That you're worthy (You're worthy) When you give up all your love to me Then I'm gonna make you see That you're worthy That you're worthy, yeah