a pile of futility

Lyrics for a pile of futility

everyone is gone and the cars turned into rubble fast asleep I wish to be and never feel sunlight on me I'm standing on a pile of futility of insane thoughts ideas and concepts of pure, unaltered dread that glues me to the bed scared and beat to death young, and already bled I wish not to sing just sad, heartaching matters and not to feel compeled to erase my dreams still you know the world is a lie, a fraud and a façade and it's hard to find a solace learning where you are I'm standing on a pile of futility calamity, collapsing with pure, unaltered dread that glues me to the bed scared and beat to death young, but already bled but already bled I'm standing on a pile of futility and catastrophe, and fatality another awful crime another orphaned cry as the flames burn bright now I rather die it's all a lie can't take this shit can't take this shit can't take this shit can't take this