1-800-THE-MOON

Lyrics for 1-800-THE-MOON

When I first arrived Push everything down inside New world, new self to find But it couldn't be true Heart pressed in from the outside Compressed to the right size And I follow it down I swear this time I'll make you proud Thoughts inside my head Like crawling TV snow Faded words of comfort in the dial tone One day soon I'll slip away and no one will know (I'll know) (No one will know) Lilith couldn't be perfect Big sister couldn't stay born See blue like an ocean Big waves in a perfect storm Roleplay's repetitive Try to stay positive I'm just too sensitive I feel my body give up Send mana upward to heaven Belong in a body like a blue pen cap I try to make it fit Cuts flesh like a rough plastic edge Roleplay's repetitive Try to stay positive I just stopped feeling it When everything is dark I'm locked inside my heart Cratered, shadowed in the night Watched all the time Guide me slow I don't wanna know I just wanna feel your inside God I really tried Warm and glowing light I feel strange So dumb I never get it I find it out in the mix It's already too late for us to fix So what? It's not a person I don't think it ever was It's only signals ballooning out around it In the shape of a storm cloud