as i am

Lyrics for as i am

Still taking beatings from shit in the past I'm hater and the whole world is hating me back All I care about is linking the plug when I land Rolling up is the only thing that's keeping me here I be bugging all the time I gotta let it go I'm an inch away from bursting all on the floor Not in a sexy way I really mean I will explode I was born in this body I have no control I was born in this body I have no say Will I lose it or be totally okay? They injected me and I was sleep for three days My dad beside me was crying cause we switched places AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I was walking the hall And the nurse had her phone She said I wanna hear one of your songs I told her my stage name and she pulled up a video Of me singing with Emily and Vanessa and Kobi I was stuck for a moment I forgot who I was My brain was still hurting And I couldn't compute it Who is this person? What am I watching? She looks real familiar Maybe I know her I mean maybe I knew her I'm not really sure I don't remember I can't remember Who's gonna love a fucked up crazy bitch like me? Build a little home Keep a little Who's gonna love somebody living tragically? Who can I trust with this body and my broken pieces? Go real slow Love on How can I trust in somebody when i'm ... (EW!!!!) How can I trust somebody When i'm broke in two I'm insane how bout I wanna love so fully but I'm broke in two I'm not one of these bitches With a stable job Stable home Life so nice Hair so nice That's not me (Are you gonna love me as I am? Are you gonna love me as I am?)