Humming

Lyrics for Humming

Humid fall Your midnight call Sweet pool of sweat on skin Sharing smoke and Diet Coke The bed we're sleeping in Suddenly you turned to me while chewing on your lip Bluish smile So juvenile But then we start to kiss And I wake up What a beautiful dream When you get so close, you can taste it But it's not real, just an hour of relief 'Til my eyes adjust to the lighting I'd re-gift my loneliness My brain half melted down All that weed from 17 Has caught up to me now Every kid I grew up with has lost their childhood house No way to make sense of it It's why I'm making sound Let me wake up from this horrible dream Where what feels true is nothing And there's no one at the top to believe What a way to feel in your 20s Do we stay numb? But you can't when you've seen How they all get off on our grieving I don't know love How to live in extremes But we're meant to try through humming I'm convinced our sinking ship Will sing as it goes down Haunting hymns keep echoing After we're in the ground And they'll wake up to this horrible scene Where they left us out here for drowning And it's our blood on their hands never clean Never clean, never clean, never clean Never Never clean Never clean Never clean Never