Interlude - How I Found Forgiveness
by Joshua Idehen
From the album: I know you’re hurting, everyone is hurting, everyone is trying, you have got to try.
Duration: 1:27
Lyrics for Interlude - How I Found Forgiveness
The worst thing I've done, I think, is when my mum was suffering extremely badly My mother is-, suffers from a severe mental health disorder and During the pandemic, the pressure of the pandemic Coupled with her mental health Led her to try and take her own life multiple times, um And I was extremely angry with her one night And basically told her that it would've been easier If she'd have just actually done the job properly And, yeah, I was immediately ashamed, and it, it killed me As soon as I heard the words come out of my mouth And I felt literally evil, f- And I'm not overexaggerating, I felt evil the moment I heard myself say it But the fact that I felt evil implies that I knew it was wrong And I guess that's how I found forgiveness