Dissolving

Lyrics for Dissolving

Self-loathing bouncing 'round like you're a pinball Wish I could find someone to see me under microscope Sure, I could look inside myself, but I genuinely don't know what my heart is for It's getting hard to tell what the fuck is anything, anymore I won't need to know when I get Out of it, my vessel of bullshit I won't need to know when I'm getting Cremated, sweet fire of my deathbed I can't help but see some good inside her soul Kinda makes me feel irresponsible Guess it's a self-fulfilling prophecy, but I know I'm tired too of this self-pity shit It's feeling like a trap I can't escape I don't wanna die, I just feel like I'm falling, ignoring the problem I don't wanna die, I just feel like I'm drowning, dissolving to nothing To nothing At least for now