Special

by SZA

From the album: SOS Deluxe: Lana

Track 31 of 38 on SOS Deluxe: Lana (2024).

Duration: 2:38

SOS Deluxe: Lana cover art

Lyrics for Special

I wish I was that girl from that Gucci store She never wore any makeup and she owns couture I got pimples where my beauty marks should be I got dry skin on my elbows and knees I never liked her, wanted to be like her Hate how you look at her 'cause you never saw me Like I was an art piece, like I was an ordinary girl I wish I was special I gave all my special away to a loser Now, I'm just a loser I used to be special But you made me hate me Regret that I changed me I hate that you made me just like you Just like you I wanted to be thick, now I wanna be thin Heard Pilates is in, bash your windows out You gon' hear my mouth, you could kick me out You say I'm too wild, you gon' hate me now Boy, you got me fucked up, now I'm gettin' fucked up Thinkin' 'bout us fucking, why you'd have fuck her? I don't wanna see you, why'd you have to treat me like I was an ordinary girl? I wish I was special I gave all my special away to a loser Now, I'm just a loser I used to be special But you made me hate me Regret that I changed me I hate that you made me just like you Just like you

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