I Am a Spiritual Being Having a Human Experience

by To Be Gentle

I Am a Spiritual Being Having a Human Experience cover art

A deeply personal concept album created solely by bandleader Eve Beeker, 'I Am a Spiritual Being Having a Human Experience' explores themes of trauma, spirituality, and healing through a sound that merges cathartic screamo and atmospheric post-rock. The album is structured around the lyrical metaphor of the "black triangle"—a symbol of psychological distress derived from Beeker's personal experiences—and is notable for its dynamic shifts between intense, visceral performances and ambient soundscapes. Its centerpiece is a sprawling, hour-long composition that fully realizes the album's introspective and emotionally raw narrative.

Genres

  • Blackgaze
  • Screamo

Tracklist

  1. Cornelius is My Love and Light
  2. Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
  3. Unchained Soul of Rage
  4. I Possess the Gall to Pain All Those in Life I've Touched
  5. Without Knowing of Where to Put It All Down
  6. Please G_d Free Palestine and Bring Its Militantly Satanic Captors to Justice
  7. Indefatigable Soul of Love
  8. Sorrowbound
  9. You Are Greenhug and One Thousand Angelsymphonies and Live Starwoven in My Loveheart
  10. Fragments of a Eulogy - Bonus Track
  11. Spright Red - Bonus Track