Vexation

Lyrics for Vexation

With displeasure I appease you just to follow your lead I'm disgusted by my actions almost every day and I don't need you You can finally erase all the memories that you have And all the good times you saved They mean nothing to me at all Bet you bite your tongue I never fucking asked for this and you can take it all back with you You can face this all alone if it's what you want I can't believe I've never seen this as it is Are we just a blur? You just cut, cut, cut, cut me up 'cause it feels so good It's impressively saddening And I've seen pain breed With all those I've come to need I can't keep acting like I'm just a person that doesn't feel defeat I compare myself with everything else instead It's as pathetic as it feels yet I continue to just embrace I forget how to forget as I waste my days It's such a fucking nuisance And I'm so complacently defenseless to my own hate It breaks and it throws away It bludgeons the faith encased I can't pretend to save what's left if there's anything It's all just a fucking shame There's only disappointment For all those that have doubted entrust in me And I fear That the blight has engulfed my frame Will I steer from the vices that resonate? I am far from perfection I guess I never gave a fuck And I won't beggin' to know No