Stillborn

Lyrics for Stillborn

I wonder if depression ever ends Or if it will end me I'm still dancing on the edge of the blade Till it cuts me in half Some days I feel everything at once Other days I feel nothing at all So what's worse? Drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst? 🎵 I dropped my Prozac from one day to the other I do not regret, why should I bother? I just wonder what will happen Maybe it will kill me, eventually set me free 🎵 Neither do I ask the night to explain I wait for it and it envelops me And so you, me, gloom and light And shadows are 🎵 Don't charm away my melancholy, it's everything I've got To me it's kind of death, but I'm forced to keep living I won't glorify or romanticize what you call heartbreak But nothing in this world was promised or belong to you 🎵 Someday someone won't be afraid of the lows I drag They won't stay on the shore, they'll meet me in the depths 🎵 I am not dead but also not alive I seem like a ghost with a beating heart Cause death is not the greatest loss in life But what dies inside us while we fledge 🎵 We are walking away into empty spaces We are trying to close the gaps of the past Cause of all sad words of tongue or pen The saddest are these: 'It might have been' 🎵 Don't charm away my melancholy, it's everything I've got To me it's kind of death, but I'm forced to keep living I won't glorify or romanticize what you call heartbreak But nothing in this world was promised or belonged to you Was promised or belonged to you Was promised or belonged to you