Appointments

by Julien Baker

From the album: Turn Out the Lights

Track 2 of 11 on Turn Out the Lights (2017).

Duration: 4:33

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Lyrics for Appointments

I'm staying in tonight I won't stop you from leaving I know that I'm not what you wanted, am I? Wanted someone who I used to be like Now you think I'm not trying Well, don't argue, it's not worth the effort to lie You don't want to bring it up And I already know how we look You don't have to remind me so much How I disappoint you It's just that I talked to somebody again Who knows how to help me get better Until then I should just try not to miss anymore Appointments Ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh I think if I ruin this That I know I can live with it Nothing turns out like I pictured it Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases I think if I fail again That I know you're still listening Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright And I know that it's not, but I have to believe that it is I have to believe that it is I have to believe that it is (I have to believe it) I have to believe that it is (Probably not, but I have to believe that it is) And when I tell you that you that it is Oh, it's not for my benefit Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright Oh, I know that it's not, but I have to believe that it is

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  2. Appointments
  3. Turn Out the Lights
  4. Shadowboxing
  5. Sour Breath
  6. Televangelist
  7. Everything to Help You Sleep
  8. Happy to Be Here
  9. Hurt Less
  10. Even
  11. Claws in Your Back