Spiral

Lyrics for Spiral

My dreams and my goals, now I can feel my soul Heart pumping like some gold, you smell the rosemary In the kitchen, I'm flipping the cakes of hell Niggas been hating on me, my cape has proved to prevail Emotions show on my face, just know I'm serious I'm insecure about my body, bitches know I'm furious Lying to the bone of my teeth I'm wishing memories that I collected reach the reef I'm thinking that my soul is cold, I feel the hole in my heart I'm thinking the ignition is broken, the pedal won't push Curiosity fills my brain, I'm filled with pain Reminiscing on memories of my stained bowl Of course it had spaghetti in the bowl, we used that shit for weeks I see my bro godard, he got his streams up I'm waiting for my time, like I'm waiting for my prime Or will it ever come, I'm sick and tired of the waiting game I used to write my lyrics down on my paper plate Thinking bout the daydreams of the everglades And if I ever raise my hand too blatantly, understand So I feel the sun on my fucking hand To ever succumb to the feeling of loneliness Rejoicing on the times I had everything felt Sometimes, every time I blink I see a day go by And I don't even smoke nor do I get high I'm fighting for my feelings to feel em Numb to the brim, they told me that you can't shed a tear I'm feeling the fear of being a weakling or being seen as one Or would that make me tough if maybe I had a gun I'm running from the feeling of fear, feeling of care From others that I can't even bear I'm feeling the tears, I want em but I can't even hear But I can't even hear My dreams and my goals, now I can feel my soul Heart pumping like some gold, you smell the rosemary In the kitchen, I'm flipping the cakes of hell Niggas been hating on me, my cape has proved to prevail Emotions show on my face, just know I'm serious I'm insecure about my body, bitches know I'm furious Lying to the bone in my teeth I'm wishing memories that I collected reach the reef I'm thinking that my soul is cold, I feel the hole in my heart I'm thinking the ignition is broken, the pedal won't push Curiosity fills my brain, I'm filled with pain Reminiscing on memories of my stained bowl Of course it had spaghetti in that bowl Man Curiosity fills my brain, I'm filled with pain Reminiscing on memories of my stained bowl Of course it has spaghetti in the bowl Lying to the bone in my teeth I'm wishing memories that I collected reach the reef I'm thinking that my soul is cold, I feel the hole in my heart I'm thinking the ignition is broken, the pedal won't push