Another Loss

Lyrics for Another Loss

How’s about a round for all of these atrocities I’ve made to become everything that you’ve held in disdain. The question isn’t “When will this all end?” It’s more like “Why did I happen to live?” Through all these convictions rotting my system. All these conditions, one and the same but I have a feeling I can’t rely on anything but the sound of your voice. Medicate me with a beating. I don’t ever want to feel your grip release. Desperate as I’ll ever be for your unconditional love for only me. Think of all the instances. The day to days. We’ve spent every single minute thinking we could play pretend but in the end it all makes sense for us to just give in to intuitions testing us for and our resilience to the burdens. They’re hurting me. I don’t think that we could ever be the same but still I seem to only crave your unconditional love for me. Your unconditional love for only Time tells nothing except to be still. Will you kill me when I’m under your spell? Everything pestering. Throw me away. I'm alone. All alone. Tethering tender meat unto the beast of your love. It’s all wrong. It’s all wrong how we constantly show these defeats to the ones that we love. When will we finally learn to retrieve all the thoughts that we want to leave behind?