For All To Blame
by 156/Silence
From the album: Narrative
Track 4 of 11 on Narrative (2022).
Duration: 3:18
Lyrics for For All To Blame
Set me aside. Send me away to a place unaffected. Iāve been crucified by the ways that I fade into vengeance and I canāt confide in the friends that I thought would be present. Though I wonāt deny, I always knew that this would happen. Just a fraction of the bullshit to keep up with. To comprehend the concept, you came back around and found another picture perfect host in the distance. I distress and then just obsess as I wear a frown. No crown could ever satisfy me. Sell your fucking loveI guess I canāt afford it. I saw you swimming in the deep end.The sharks were searching for you. Set to self destruct. Iām giving in to worsen. Bested by your love and everything thatās cursing all of my trust and pride. Lusting highs. Hushing crime. Giving and giving gets only so far till youāre dead. You better justify why your lifeās been a lie. You will die spinning and spinning but only unraveled within. Becoming just another fucking figure. Theyāre bidding the dimming of every possibility for us to ever come to feel love. Am I just barren of trust? How come it feels so fucking filthy every day? It never fails to leave a foul taste in my mouth. I contemplate defacing my name anyway. Dispensing lines as I've been constrained. Weāre to blame with reasons less than fortunate. Seen as a waste. I persevere but itās a hard race. Thatās okay, eventually Iāll be in my cage. In a place of darkened images and false-face. Masquerading as a person that can cover the burns. Uttering words unintelligible. Lessons unlearned, meeting adjourned. Iāll forget it all and mutter verse back unrehearsed to petty. All that's left I can say about what I live with every day is that this Hell isnāt hot enough. Hell isnāt hot enough for me.